Badly Need a Break!!!

How is you?
That is the usual question I get from somebody whom I call on phone or chat on a social networking site.Are you looking for the answer? Obviously the one you are expecting.

I say fine, good etc. Sometimes I even say awesome,bindas,fantastic bla blah...

Aren't they good to here?

Do really my life is awesome or fantastic? Obviously not.What kind of life it is.Sometimes I ask myself "Am I machine or a human being?"

Where are those days when I used to call my friend for school just for 2 biscuits. The girl sits beside me used to bring nuts in her pocket and give me without anybody's notice.Where are those days when I stood against a girl's father with my friends. Where are those moments when I used to have endless gossips,tripling on bike,beach time, picnics etc.


I didn't have a penny in my pocket those days. If you spend 100 rupees with your friends everyone was happy.I had the real Happiness of life. Now I earn a five figure amount per month. Still I don't enjoy the life.I go to movies,amusement park,trips etc . Still I won't find the happiness which I used to have while playing cricket with those ten guys in the school field.I am missing those days badly. I need a break. God give me a break from this shit.

Dedicated to all the IT guys!!!